Hello to the new life: I'm out of the gloom!
Amin.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
My Paintbrush
Thunder strikes and makes me forget what i should feel
I need my transparent umbrella, but my home is far to kill
I wish i had magic finger to stop the rain,
Or at least makes the sun smile at me everyday.
Stand on fire but i feel cold.
I need another paintbrush
Because my paintbrush is gone too long
I need my paintbrush to fill my paper
Because i feel too senseless.
God, send me Mary Poppins as soon as possible
my mom will be here tomorrow and my room looks like hell
But it looks better than my feeling, though.
My shirt is too darn plain,
i want to splash some colors but..
I forgot where i left my paintbrush.
And i dont beg you God to tell me where i left it.
I can use my finger to paint,
because my finger won't broken in the middle of my work of art.
Like my paintbrush.
My favourite paintbrush.
Which is gone and it cannot find its own way to get back to me
Or it just don't want to?
You're just too fucking hard too hold, paintbrush
Yes you.
I'll starts using pencil, then. I could erase it whenever i want to.
I need my transparent umbrella, but my home is far to kill
I wish i had magic finger to stop the rain,
Or at least makes the sun smile at me everyday.
Stand on fire but i feel cold.
I need another paintbrush
Because my paintbrush is gone too long
I need my paintbrush to fill my paper
Because i feel too senseless.
God, send me Mary Poppins as soon as possible
my mom will be here tomorrow and my room looks like hell
But it looks better than my feeling, though.
My shirt is too darn plain,
i want to splash some colors but..
I forgot where i left my paintbrush.
And i dont beg you God to tell me where i left it.
I can use my finger to paint,
because my finger won't broken in the middle of my work of art.
Like my paintbrush.
My favourite paintbrush.
Which is gone and it cannot find its own way to get back to me
Or it just don't want to?
You're just too fucking hard too hold, paintbrush
Yes you.
I'll starts using pencil, then. I could erase it whenever i want to.
Cheers.
Sunday, March 22, 2009
Saturday, March 21, 2009
I Am The Birthday Girl, Today
Happy birthday to me, yes, we're growing up now kid!
Wah saya sudah 18 tahun aja euy, hebat hebat, walaupun kayaknya kemaren pas malem-malem disebutin pada kaget umur saya masih segitu. Apa kabar Ninda? Haha.
Jadi, saya benar-benar mengharapkan sesuatu yang lebih di umur saya yang segini ini. Banyak lah, saya rasa mah kalian juga pasti berharap banyak kalau ulangtahun.
Bukan, bukan kado barang! I think i got everything, dad, thanks for the new gadget :)
Saya rasa mah kado paling fantastis yang pernah saya terima itu tadi malem, seperti yang semua TPB ketahui, tadi malem itu gawe properti pertama untuk wisuda 2. Niatnya mah saya pulang aja kalo udah ngantuk-ngantuk gitu. Ternyata oh my god seru sekali gawe nya! Jadinya sampe jam saya ulangtahun pun saya masih bantuin bikin properti.
Seneng pisan lah saya ulangtahun ditengah gawe. Semua orang kasih selamat. Doanya banyak. Dita ngasih saya kado super yaitu dia gigit saya4x aja lho. Sakit. Sampai sekarang saya belom bisa bales.
Ditengah-tengah anak-anak ngasih selamat sama saya pun saya masih nyariin kamu. Kamu kemana sih ah? Bikin bt orang aja. Balikin sini kue yang saya kasih buat kamu waktu itu! Hehe. Iya makasih ya :D
Terus udah gitu ngerjain properti lagi, dan saya ngantuknya luar biasa. Tidur deh, sambil duduk gitu yang meluk lutut (anjis, kebayakng ga sih?)
Eh pas saya lagi enak-enaknya tidur, si Dita (lagi-lagi) bangunin saya dengan super heboh. Anjis kaget.
Ada kue sama lilin ternyata! Asik asik. Semakin senang saja. Tyo yang pegang kue. Pada nyanyi happy birthday buat saya. Berdoa masing-masing. Ada yang mau pacar, masuk dkv. Yang paling fantastis waktu Fatchi Sang Ketua Angkatan ngasih doa euy. Dari doa biar saya makin rajin sampe doa biar wisuda sukses dan angkatan kita semakin kuat. Lalu kita semua tiup lilinnya bareng-bareng.
Saya cinta kalian semua tpb 2008, nuhun pisan buat surprisenya. Eja sama Anti yang udah beliin brownies. Kamu yang udah bawain kuenya. Semua yang udah membuat gawe pertama terasa berbeda dan begitu berkesan buat saya.
Buat kamu juga, yang masih mau tertawa bersama saya di telfon setelah pulang dari Selasar Singkong. What a jerk, dear.
Nuhun ah!
Cheers.
Wah saya sudah 18 tahun aja euy, hebat hebat, walaupun kayaknya kemaren pas malem-malem disebutin pada kaget umur saya masih segitu. Apa kabar Ninda? Haha.
Jadi, saya benar-benar mengharapkan sesuatu yang lebih di umur saya yang segini ini. Banyak lah, saya rasa mah kalian juga pasti berharap banyak kalau ulangtahun.
Bukan, bukan kado barang! I think i got everything, dad, thanks for the new gadget :)
Saya rasa mah kado paling fantastis yang pernah saya terima itu tadi malem, seperti yang semua TPB ketahui, tadi malem itu gawe properti pertama untuk wisuda 2. Niatnya mah saya pulang aja kalo udah ngantuk-ngantuk gitu. Ternyata oh my god seru sekali gawe nya! Jadinya sampe jam saya ulangtahun pun saya masih bantuin bikin properti.
Seneng pisan lah saya ulangtahun ditengah gawe. Semua orang kasih selamat. Doanya banyak. Dita ngasih saya kado super yaitu dia gigit saya4x aja lho. Sakit. Sampai sekarang saya belom bisa bales.
Ditengah-tengah anak-anak ngasih selamat sama saya pun saya masih nyariin kamu. Kamu kemana sih ah? Bikin bt orang aja. Balikin sini kue yang saya kasih buat kamu waktu itu! Hehe. Iya makasih ya :D
Terus udah gitu ngerjain properti lagi, dan saya ngantuknya luar biasa. Tidur deh, sambil duduk gitu yang meluk lutut (anjis, kebayakng ga sih?)
Eh pas saya lagi enak-enaknya tidur, si Dita (lagi-lagi) bangunin saya dengan super heboh. Anjis kaget.
Ada kue sama lilin ternyata! Asik asik. Semakin senang saja. Tyo yang pegang kue. Pada nyanyi happy birthday buat saya. Berdoa masing-masing. Ada yang mau pacar, masuk dkv. Yang paling fantastis waktu Fatchi Sang Ketua Angkatan ngasih doa euy. Dari doa biar saya makin rajin sampe doa biar wisuda sukses dan angkatan kita semakin kuat. Lalu kita semua tiup lilinnya bareng-bareng.
Saya cinta kalian semua tpb 2008, nuhun pisan buat surprisenya. Eja sama Anti yang udah beliin brownies. Kamu yang udah bawain kuenya. Semua yang udah membuat gawe pertama terasa berbeda dan begitu berkesan buat saya.
Buat kamu juga, yang masih mau tertawa bersama saya di telfon setelah pulang dari Selasar Singkong. What a jerk, dear.
Nuhun ah!
Cheers.
Monday, March 16, 2009
Another Random Thing
It's been such a hard times for me and i'd like to say that i miss wasting time with you. And all.
*Sigh*
*Sigh*
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Stop.
Cheer up it might never happen, oh, it might never happen we we'll see
As i sit here spitting and churning, oh, its clear its happening right noe to me
Make it special for a loved for a stranger peace is hard to hard to come by extra ordinary thing Why not believe in something somethings got to be better than nothing
Just because its the end of the beggining doesn't mean its the beginning of the end
Failing fractured borken busted all for nothing sing my heart out for a stranger
Extra ordinary thing song my heart out for a stranger extra ordinary thing
Extra Ordinary Thing - Aqualung
As i sit here spitting and churning, oh, its clear its happening right noe to me
Make it special for a loved for a stranger peace is hard to hard to come by extra ordinary thing Why not believe in something somethings got to be better than nothing
Just because its the end of the beggining doesn't mean its the beginning of the end
Failing fractured borken busted all for nothing sing my heart out for a stranger
Extra ordinary thing song my heart out for a stranger extra ordinary thing
Extra Ordinary Thing - Aqualung
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Catch Up!
Dealing with long weekend, traffic's everywhere. Pretty nice, it's darn hot like the sun burn my head badly. Having a full family, with my brother came from Magelang yesterday and we could be a normal family for these 3 days.
Today i met my college friends at Poke Sushi PIM 2 and we were crazy that i was gonna puke or something. Boy, i just can't eat more sushi now :(
But i love it, yeah, after those foods in Bandung, Poke Sushi tastes like diamonds. Oh yeah.
Anyway,
I went to this Java Jazz Festival and it was full of people!
Great job, i couldn't even move my hand to fix my bangs.
---
Waktu itu saya dan teman saya, Yogi Biondy, sedang ber chatting-ria di MSN membicarakan teman saya yang lain bernama Kusbandono.
Nah, si Yogi ini bilang si Dono ini suka mengeluarkan kalimat-kalimat ajaib. Saya lupa apa saja, tapi yang paling saya ingat yang ini.
Iya, gue percaya kali sama lo. Sama kayak gue percaya sama Tuhan.
Astaga.
Nuhun.
Today i met my college friends at Poke Sushi PIM 2 and we were crazy that i was gonna puke or something. Boy, i just can't eat more sushi now :(
But i love it, yeah, after those foods in Bandung, Poke Sushi tastes like diamonds. Oh yeah.
Anyway,
I went to this Java Jazz Festival and it was full of people!
Great job, i couldn't even move my hand to fix my bangs.
---
Waktu itu saya dan teman saya, Yogi Biondy, sedang ber chatting-ria di MSN membicarakan teman saya yang lain bernama Kusbandono.
Nah, si Yogi ini bilang si Dono ini suka mengeluarkan kalimat-kalimat ajaib. Saya lupa apa saja, tapi yang paling saya ingat yang ini.
Iya, gue percaya kali sama lo. Sama kayak gue percaya sama Tuhan.
Astaga.
Nuhun.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Hari Rabu
Happy morning, warm enough to make some good starts.
I'm in the middle of my cough-visiting and it's pretty darn sore. I need to take this little red pills until i feel much way better. Recently i feel so senseless, trying to be tough and wondering what's happening in the other side of the story. Maybe i will never know, so i want to pulling myself away, then. I know it's gonna hurt but not as hurt as when my grandpa is gone.
Soon or someday i will face the worse situations than this, he said. There will be another guy who's more killing than me, he said. You opened my eyes, though. It feels so warm when i talk to you on the phone and we're giggling even when we both know we're in problems. Maybe i need to be much senseless so i don't need to be envy or somewhat. Maybe i need to be senseless so i will feel nothing even when you're doing fine at me. A lotta word you've said to me that night.
Kamu kurang punya waktu buat diri kamu sendiri.
That's what i remember so fucking clearly.
---
Anyway,
I watched this movie.
August Rush, 2007
18 years old, soon.
I'm in the middle of my cough-visiting and it's pretty darn sore. I need to take this little red pills until i feel much way better. Recently i feel so senseless, trying to be tough and wondering what's happening in the other side of the story. Maybe i will never know, so i want to pulling myself away, then. I know it's gonna hurt but not as hurt as when my grandpa is gone.
Soon or someday i will face the worse situations than this, he said. There will be another guy who's more killing than me, he said. You opened my eyes, though. It feels so warm when i talk to you on the phone and we're giggling even when we both know we're in problems. Maybe i need to be much senseless so i don't need to be envy or somewhat. Maybe i need to be senseless so i will feel nothing even when you're doing fine at me. A lotta word you've said to me that night.
Kamu kurang punya waktu buat diri kamu sendiri.
That's what i remember so fucking clearly.
---
Anyway,
I watched this movie.
August Rush, 2007
Such kind of inspiring movie at the moment. I always watch this when i need some ideas to make a better situation or trying to see the problem from the other point of view. It's just so touchy that you can hold you tears up. It does relieved my feeling sometimes. It's full of heart.
John Legend's Someday is one of the best track.
You need to check this video too. Maybe it's a lil bit weird at the beginning but I've seen it like a few times and it's still makes me smile. It's just too damn simple that makes it feels heartwarming!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m6pW_q1PvH0
Cheers.
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